Hello July!

3.7.2014~

Sejak ada anak dua ni dengan komitmen kerja, memg x sempat langsung nak update blog... Alhamdulillah, Luthfi dah msuk 10 bulan, Luqman plak will turn 2 years 6 months... 

Sekarang ni, tetiba update blog sebab now, Im OFFICIALLY a SAHM (stay at home mom) again... Kali ni insyaAllah for good, hope everything goes well.... 

Towards the end of pregnancy...~

Arini final check up @ PPUM... EDD smlm, 24.01.2012... Doktor bg tempoh another 1 week time for my little one... arini undergo CTG n VE check... Alhamdulillah, baby movements n jantung semua ok... Baby pun dh engage and waiting time to come out =) VE check plak dh buka 2cm... how long will it need to open up till 10cm? Oh my... I'm eager to have u out soon baby..to hold n kiss u... U r our symbol of love..the most precious gift in my journey of marriage which is almost a year this coming February =)

~Success in marriage does not come merely through finding the right mate, but through being the right mate.  ~Barnett R. Brickner~

Friday, The 13th~

13th January 2012... My beloved husband turns 33.... =) I wish to celebrate it more but due to my condition, it was celebrated @ our sweet home n simple cooking by me... i hope he was happy on that day...

Prior to 13th January, we went to Chakri Palace to have our special dinner as usual for celebrating his birthday... We chose Chakri Palace because of our little precious one favourite..."sotong goreng tepung"... hehe  

                                               Mr Husband menikmati makanan tak tgk sy pun ;p

Walaupun dah initially celebrated the birthday, i rasa x puashati sebab birthday ni only once a year... so i dgn x plan anything fikir something special for my beloved one...

                                     Flaky Chocolate for my beloved one from Baker's Cottage!

                                                           Happy 33th Birthday Sayang!

The next day, my husband n I blk Seremban to celebrate it with his family =) Family gathering day! Mcm biasa, my mother in law akan msk mcm2 mknn yg awesome heheheh baby was very happy, memg anak dragon our little precious one ni... kuat tol mkn....

                                            Another cake to celebrate the birthday boy heheh

I hope i'll see this happy face for years ahead... This is our 1st year celebrated ur birthday as my husband... I wish to celebrate it till end of my life with u... with more great years together in a happy family...

My dearest husband, Suhaime Raeze, i love u so much n i am very happy to be ur wife =) u r such a great husband.... Tq so much for everything... I'm sorry for all wrongdoings i've done to you for the time we have shared together... Happy 33th Birthday! xoxo <3

When it turns 27...!

04.12.2011~

When it comes to December, it will be special for me... Ok, actually, it juz becoz of =====> Its Sunday n its my birthday! 1st birthday as a wifey, how would it feels? 

What you ever wish for ur birthday? For me, i wish for lots of things every year... To be honest, i always wish for a wonderful birthday celebration... why? becoz i've never have any special event or occasion on my birthday... =( that sound so sad right? For me, birthday is not a day that im waiting for...i've ever wish it will never a day that we called as birthday...  

But for this year, x msuk December lagi Mr. Hubby dh ajak gi dinner @ our favourite place... Tony Romas... =) 

 Mr. Hubby ckp its gonna be early special dinner for me... erm though i sgt suke mkn TR tp early celebration is quite a frustration for me.. it means that will be nothing special on the day itself.... 

Well, early December, both my best friends ajak dinner... erm actually it is our xtvts to have dinner together n gossiping every month... biasala, girls' day out ;p however, i yg dh 8 months pregnant ni x lrt dh nk jln jejauh... itu pun mr husband insisted me to go out with the girls since dh lama gak kitorg x hang out... juz daily gossip @ gtalk memg x penah terlepas heheheh 

At that nite, kitorg had our dinner @ delicious MidV to celebrate my birthday budak2 ni ckp...heheh our favourite place sejak i x lrt nk jln jauh2... heheh thanx a lot girls for the dinner! really appreciate it...

On 3rd December, mr husband tgalkn i sorg2 kat umah... ok, ni agak sedey.. keje kata nye... n the next day will be busy with some other things gak... ergh... out of all weeks u have in 52 weeks a year, why should now? as early @ 8 a.m., mr husband dh hilang dr umah... i dh fed up... 

But, for what ever reason, the only thing that makes me happy is my little one... walaupun tgal sorg kt umah, i teringat masih ada yg perlu nk buat for the one inside me =) kebosanan yg melanda, i pun buka checklist n tgk ape yg nk kene buat... erm since the time is coming soon, i pun keluarkan semua bju baby n basuh utk di pack dlm beg baby =) 

Betol ckp org, anak ni membawa sinar bahagia dlm keluarga =) dpt bsuh baju baby ni pun buat i sgt happy for the whole day all alone @ home without my husband.... Later, dh ptg sket Mr. Husband call n pesan suruh siap2 n pki cntik2.. erk? nk gi mane? hehhe actually sejak preggy ni i memg serabai k... mekap pun mls, bju pun ikut mane yg muat...seriously i sgt mls nk pki cntik2... so, thats the reason he told me earlier tuk pki cntik2 k... ;p

After maghrib, kitorg kuar, nk gi dinner @ special place kata nye...setau i our special place as always the only one Tony Romas heheheh tp kali ni, seriously its special! Nk tau mane?.....

It was Imperial Chakri Palace @ KLCC! Ok, y this place? Ikut selera budak kecik lam perut ni yg suka mkn sotong goreng tepung...hahahhaha sejak preggy, one of my favourites food are seafoods... so, klu seafood, berpinggan2 mkn pun xpe ye korang... hehehhehe Makanan sini memg sedap... but seriously for me its quite pricey... tp Mr Husband ckp xpe, sekali sekala a.k.a setahun sekali je hahahahha

 Ni la i...muke happy dpt mkn byk...I was very happy k... Tq Mr Husband for the special dinner! Walaupun that nite we had booked movie "Ombak Rindu" for midnite show, due to kekenyangan...both of us mengantok sgt2... n we decided tuk blk umah n tdo je...tiket movie? BURN! heheheheh 

Oppsss terlupa... that nite Mr Husband pun blikan i......

Atas sebab-sebab kecomelan cupcakes ni, i sayang nk mkn k... tp yg red velvet tu dah selamat i telan hahahah

Ni la Mr Husband dengan makanannye =) 

Next day, on 4th, alhamdulillah, i bersyukur sgt this year which i rasa hidup i lengkap... Allah hadiahkan i suami yg penyayang yg membuatkan i gembira n sentiasa ada masa susah n senang... i pun bersyukur, insyaAllah both of us will be having out little precious one in January 2012... It is PERFECT! What else that i want in life? I wish both of us will be blessed with full of happiness and barakah till the end of our life...

In the evening, Mr. Husband ajak i blk Seremban, in laws residence... nk antar my sister in law to KLIA, ada training in Korea... Another family gathering =) But, i x assume there will be another celebration of my birthday.... 

Another cake for me =) hehehe malang nye, my baby not that into cakes... im a cake lover but sejak preggy, tgk cake pun x brapa nk lalu... juz once i teringin nk mkn red velvet, tu pun sebab byk sgt post in fb yg ckp red velvet is supremely super delicious... after that, i'll say NO to cake...huhuh

End of the day, it is a great year... a great birthday especially with new family (in laws)... lebih2 lagi my mother in law masakkn mknn favourite i... super awesome! Thanx a lot to my in laws family for the celebration... and especially for my beloved husband, it is a great day n a great future ahead to have you by my side... Please be there, i always need u... <3

Last but not least, special present this year so i bleh keep on blogging ;p 

It is super awesome device! Thank hubby... 

Till then~xoxo

p/s: i love u so much Mr. Husband...

…The Story of Us…

16.5.2011~
Selamat hari guru to all teachers n sesiapa sahaja yg bergelar pendidik… Anda la lilin membakar diri demi menerangi yang lain….
Ok, entry kali ni xde kaitan wif wedding k… Saje je nk share our love story ;p well, I salu ckp b4 I cerita, mesti nnti org akn ingat I buat cerita drama or cerita novel… tp seriously, “ini cerita betol2… bukan cubaan…” hehe tetiba teringat dialog cerita P.Ramlee…
We met each other 27th Sept 2002… (*dear, I tau u xtau exact date we met..tp its ok, I put it here so from now begin u bleh tau dah..)
Kitorg jumpe kat sini….

Yup…kitorg jumpe di KLIA… Masa tu I freshie hokey…first year first sem di pusat matrikulasi… konon2 1st time nk blk kampung sndiri, silap timing, I missed flight I yg ptutnye scheduled @ 7pm aritu… Lepas hbis gabra n kene mrh ngn my mom due to missed flight, I decided nk duduk je kat KLiA tu n tgu next flight tuk blk my hometown, i.e. Miri… next flight esok pg k, kul 7 pg…. tp sebab I mls nk blk hostel yg dah kosong xde org, so I pun plan la tdo di KLiA je…
Mcm2 org mcm2 kerenah I jumpe mlm tu… n I xle nk tdo pun… dah zmn tu I xde laptop lg… so men hp 3310 nokia hadiah abg sempena SPM…masa tu hp pling hebat pun nokia butterfly… ada 3310 pun dah bangga sebab dah ada hp hahahha
Nak dijadikan cerita, I spent whole nite kat kLia n esok pg nye I bli tiket flight bru (*nasib baik harga tiket x mhl sgt) lepas tu gi toilet nk bsuh muke n tukar baju…

Ni la depan toilet tmpt I cuci2 muke, gosok gigi n tukar baju… (*sume ni I buat lam toilet k…heheh)
Ok kwn2, ini la drama nye… time kuar kt toilet ni la I senyum kt seseorang yg harini dah jd husband i =) (*ok, ada sesiape nk buat movie x skrg ni? heheh)
to mr husband =======> “Sayang, I tau u blur n perasan lebih sket yg bleh terfikir I senyum kat u sebab I kenal u… tpp I relieve sgt u fikir cmtu time tu, klu x, xkan I bleh kawen ngn u skrg kan? heheh”
Sebab fikir sedara mara jiran tetangga yg senyum kat die, my husband telah usaha ikut I smpi la kat….

The moment u tegur I dear, seriously I rasa u sgt sweet k… ;p huhuh berdarah hidung time tu hehehe tq sebab skrg dh jd teddy bear I ;p
Ok, die follow I smpi I nk masuk balai berlepas… I yg blur pun ty la nape ikut… sembang2 la mcm dah kenal 10 thun… sebelum melangkah ke gate flight masing2, kitorg smpat exchange number fon =) seriously time sgt la mcm….

Walaupun we did exchanged number, die x penah call, x penah msg… smpi la 1 year later, a day before 27th Sept 2003, he texted me n ty I blk kampung ke x… Yup, the same date, I nk blk kampung heheh so he volunteered nk jumpe I kat kLia… x volunteer nk amik kt uni ke ape, it juz a few minute kt kLia juz to have chitchat yg xtau ape cite nye… heheh

Lepas tu blk raya plak… die bg I coklat je… tuk buka puasa lam flight kata nye…

lepas tu…………?

Die ajak I kuar bila tgh semester je… i.e dlm 4 bulan hanya skali kuar tghari blk b4 7mlm…selama 6/7 thun I kenal die….

Hbis study I decided tuk keje di kL.. die ajak I date officially in 2009 =)

Nyata cinta kami jd realiti….

Ikatan jnji kami simpulkan agar terikat mati….
Engagement ~ 26.06.2010~

Menyimpul kasih menyemai janji sehidup semati…
Solemnisation ~ 11.02.2011~

Berjanji setia sentiasa disisi….

Its not a happily ever after love story juz like the fairy tales… Kami sama2 meniti hari2 mendatang…berdoa..berikhtiar dan redha serta tawakal pd segala ketentuan Ilahi yang telah dianjikan…
Seindah memori cinta yang terlakar, moga perjalanan bahtera yang dikongsi bersama lebih indah bagi setiap detik yang mendatang, insyaAllah =)
Till then, xoxo~

Review: Solemnisation Day ~11.02.2011~

19.04.2011~

Ampun penunggu gua...Ampun penunggu gua... Erk? heheh teringat cerita Nujum Pak Belalang plak...sebab my husband sgt suke buat lwk yg lebih kurang agak bodoh dr citer2 P.Ramlee yg kdg2 i x ingat pun penah wujud dalam citer tu... (*dear, sory ye...i blur...)

Saje nk minta maaf dr kalian semua kerana terlalu lewat nk update psl my wedding heheheh seriously, MALAS! tp mcm x lengkap plak ceritanye bila x review kan? So, rajin2 kan la menaip...

Ok, as i mentioned before... i nk cerita pasal MY BEAUTIFUL WEDDING kat MIRI dlu... ok, ikut suke korang la nk ckp i perasan terlebih tp itu my wedding kan, so i nk jugak perasan sendiri yang wedding tu cantik tuk i hehehe (*ampun ye korang...)

Majlis akad nikah i dilangsungkan pada 11.02.2011, Jumaat.... Majllis diadakan lepas isyak di kediaman rasmi parents i kat Miri hehe For ur information, i memg saje pilih dengan keras hati nye tarikh "11.02.2011" sebagai tarikh keramat lam hidup i sebab tarikh tu sgt cntik bg i.... korang telek la sndiri betapa hebat nye tarikh wedding i k hehehe (*saje je ni....)

Take note klu ada any bride yang dr Miri, please be informed that I amik sume pakej pelamin n mekap dari ANNA BRIDAL.... seriously, sgt recommended... bju2 die pun cntik n baru...tp bju2 i sume i tmpah sndiri.... (*yang skrg ni i xtau nk buat ape dah ngn bju tu...huhuhu T_T)
I xde byk duet nk hire wedding planner so wedding planner i ialah i sendiri which is every single thing i yg arrange... x percaya? Seriously, i micro manage everything sampai book khemah, kerusi, pinggan mangkuk sume i yg fikir... Ok, i memg teruk sebab sume bnda i nk control... My parents only decided on menu, jemput tetamu... erm i pun x tau on which part i divide works utk org lain in the family.... (*seriously jgn jd mcm i.... sebab lots of things u need to do... share it with ur family... insyaAllah, ull be happy with it =))



My simple dais kat umah... i minta kak Anna to make it simple but sweet, here it is...as sweet as i imagine...

Yang mekap kan i ialah kak Anna sndiri... seriously, i suke cara die mekap...very professional n respect ur opinion... sebelum mekap die ty i, bleh x die cukur kening i...then die ty i ada allergy to any make up products... then ty lg i prefer mekap yg mcm mane for my nikah... pastu ty i, i nk die hias rmbut i camne... (*peringatan: i nikah kat umah je so x pki tudung...)

I minta die buatkan smocky eyes but not too heavy, i xnk pki tiara yg crown tu...i nk pki yg rantai..every single thing for me is just PERFECT! lepas mekap, my frens yg temankn i sume ckp i look gorgeous...ok, sgt gembira! (*mula la nk perasan kan...) lebih kurang 8 malam, i dah siap mekap, nk pki bju je lg.... kat depan dah pasang lagu2 selamat pengantin baru... Ok, i dah start nervous... Bad part, bila i nervous i jd emo n pemarah giler! Time tu i mrh sesiape yg i xnk tgk masuk lam blk i tgk i bersiap... i suruh my fren halau sume org termasuk la my VIDEOGRAPHER! hahaha ni angkara i x kenal my own OV... i x kasi die masuk blk...i kasi my OP je... sian die, x psl2 kene mrh n halau dr blk i.... so, buat b2b, prepare urself to control ur anger k... bila dgr kompang bagai memg rasa mcm nk tercabut jantung... i yg mula2 leh gelak2 ngn kwn2 terus jd diam n x leh nk duduk....

Malam tu plak area lepas isyak tu, terus hujan lebat giler...lg buat i nervous... i terfikir camne my husband n his family nk angkat brg hantaran to my house... i dah risau giler... sebab hantaran i ada media player, laptop...handbag...HUARGH....time tu rasa nk menangis sgt2 dah... tp alhamdulillah, in 15 mins, ujan reda n rombongan pengantin lelaki dpt la menyeberang jln to my house... (*my husband dr Seremban so i allocate his family dtg dr umah jiran seberang umah i je....)

B2Bs di luar sana.... minta la ur besfren yg jd pengapit tu sediakan sponge yg lembap or tisu yg bersesuaian tuk lapkan air mata yg bakal menitis bila upacara akad nikah k... sgt sadis bila ayah yg membesarkan kita n ibu yg menjaga kita dr kecik ada di sebelah menyerahkan tanggungjawab jagaan anak perempuan pada lelaki yang bergelar suami....

Alhamdulillah, dengan sekali lafaz, i sah bergelar isteri buat suami tercinta, Suhaime Raeze... (*im very happy married to my beloved husband)

Sangat2 banyak yang x bleh diungkapkan dengan kata2 sepanjang majllis pernikahan... tp sesungguhnya pada saat itu, ada banyak hati yang berdetik...sedih, gembira, bersyukur...redha...Itulah titik permulaan lembaran kehidupan yang baru... yang janjinya tidak pasti akan indah atau gundah..tp asam garamnya tetap ada... doa dua hati menjadi satu hanya berharap perhubungan yanng dijalin kekal bahagia ke akhir hayat... insyaAllah...

Review photos from our own cameras... *gmbr OP xde lg, bleh cmtu?




Thanx a lot to my family, kepada tetamu yg sudi dtg on my solemnisation day wlupun ujan lebat sgt.... Tiada bicara yg lebih baik dari seungkap terima kasih....

xoxo: i love my dress =)