New episode : Luqman will be going to school

02.11.2015

Tinggal sebulan lebih je lagi nk masuk tahun baru 2016... macam tahun2 sebelum nye, azam tahun baru masa tahun 2015 dh bkubur x ingat apa pun misi tahun 2015 ni sebenarnye heheh tapi bersyukur sangat2 sebab 2015 telah menjadi tahun yang penuh up & down in our small family. 

Macam2 sangat cabaran dan dugaan yang menjadi sebahagian memori dan kenangan kami sekeluarga di bandaraya Kota Kinabalu ni. Permulaan tahun 2015 yang amat mengujakan, went for vacation and welcome our new addition in May. Everything was so fast and we were super busy to think and to plan anything until we realise it's already October.

Busy preparing for welcoming our new addition (Luzman), raya celebration, we totally drop on hunting pre school for Luqman. It feels like, hey, Luqman is turning 4 this coming January and yet we had not decided or searching any schools for him. 

Long lost update?

23.05.2015~

With two kids you feel like you are fully occupied? Wait until you have three! hahaha Dulu masa anak sorang pun suam2 kuku trus x update blog, when it was two, langsung x update, what do you expect when you have three? 

Seriously now i understand how's the feeling of having "tangan sotong"! Penat x yah ckp la kan, dh sorang, sorang plak nangis, dah settle sorang, buat perangai lagi sorg, gitu la kesudah tiap2 hari... there goes my baking schedule... makin lama makin kelaut... but still need to restock at the boutiques and fulfill self ordered to me... 

Where to deliver?

16.06.2015~

When i was confirmed pregnant, 1st thing in mind was, where to deliver? Kalau kat KL memg x fikir dah sebab akan refer back to PPUM la kan... 

I suggested to my husband to send me back to Seremban and deliver at SALAM Senawang, but husband awal2 x bagi heheh which i pun berat hati sebenarnya to do that sebab i prefer my husband to be around rather than going back alone with kids as early 2 months prior to my EDD... 

Bila dh anak ke3 ni, bukan x excited for the preparation tp rasa mcm everything is okay and still early to prepare... termasuklah nk buka buku pink/ante-natal check up. We tried to ask around the nearest KKIA to open up the ante-natal book, but we end up to open up at Medisinar Clinic (1 Borneo).

For me, x banyak yang i risaukan, i juz need to monitor my blood pressure and HB (due to history of anemia with Luqman) and pregnancy diabetic (history with Luthfi).. well, after few check up, i feel a little bit uneasy sebab masih x tau nk deliver kt hospital mane...(more or less im a little bit dissappointed with the ante natal check up at the clinic maybe)

Welcome to the family our bundle of joy, LR3!

22.05.2015~

Alhamdulillah, i safely delivered LR3 last Friday, 15.05.2015 :-) it was a scheduled induce delivery but i'm glad everything went well...


Introduce to you, our new addition to the family, LR3..

#Day7 #LR3

We have agreed to name him, LUZMAN RAEZE

Dear Luzman, 

Ayah, ibu, Luqman and Luthfi welcome you to the family... may ur arrival will bring more happiness to the family =) 

Semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi kamu and ketahuilah bahawa ibu sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan kamu, moga kamu menjadi anak yang bijak, yang soleh dan moga kehidupan kamu sentiasa dirahmati dan diberkati Allah. 

Ayah & ibu akan sentiasa berusaha yang terbaik untuk membesarkan kamu dan abag2 kamu, memberikan yang terbaik yang kami termampu, kerana kamu dan abang2 kamu harta yang paling berharga yang kami miliki... 

Love all of u always my LRs... 

Till then~ xoxo :-) 

Hello May!~

01.05.2015~ 

At this moment at 4 a.m. in the morning, i still cant sleep... i'm super duper tired but eyes just cant close and enjoy the night... am i nervous? Its about 2 weeks from now counting days to deliver our beloved 3rd son, insyaAllah... but doctor review said that it might be earlier from the EDD... 

Tonite was adventurous when the brixton hicks started from 10++ pm until 2 a.m. ++ close to 3 a.m. already set in mind that maybe today is the day... but still im praying its not the day yet because im mentally not prepared hahah neither physically i think... the house is not ready, the stuffs are not ready (few things to buy) 

More than that im worried about the big boys... what will happen to them when im not around, is my husband capable to handle both of them? I think its a relief also when tonite both so cranky hanging around me and husband took both and put them to sleep... husband told me to sleep in another room, both boys slept with him, alhamdulillah... when i sneak into the room,i saw the little boy sleep well... =) good job, husband... at least i know they will be okay if im not around later... 

4 Weeks or lesser?

17.04.2015~

Alhamdulillah, dh semakin hampir dengan EDD utk kehadiran baby yang ke 3 =) Kelmarin check up kt hospital, doktor informed dh stage 1 of delivery... kepala baby dh ke bawah and be prepared for deliver... Allahu Akbar... terasa cepatnya masa berlalu... rasa mcm baru lagi pregnant and now im heavily 36 weeks dh rupanya...

Selalu nya orang cakap kalau dh anak ke3 ni xdela byk sgt preparation nk buat sebab boleh menurun barang anak2 yang atas kan... tapi lain kisahnya untuk kami... Sebab nya barang abang2 semua kat kl/seremban, so basically preparation tuk baby adik memg start from 0... 

My journey to be SAHM...

30.3.2015~

SAHM or staying at home mom, lebih senang housewife la hehehe sounds good to be true, just staying at home and take care of the kids... simple je kan? But the reality is, ONLY ALLAH knows... But being a mother, i believe most mother out there (i know not all) are really2 want to stay at home and take care of your own kids, kan? 

I feel u... when i delivered Luqman, counting days to go back to work was really hurt the feelings especially we had not find any babysitter or taska to send him off. Pendek kata, mencari tp clueless sebab mcm semua tmpt pun mcm x sesuai, x hygenic n byk sgt cerita yg x sedap di dengar masa tu... especially some of the taska x breastfeed friendly... Too many things in 1 time, husband pun minta tolong my mil to take care of Luqman sampai kitorg jumpa a good babysitter (which sampai besar Luqman end up dijaga oleh nenek hahah)

Long lost updates...

22.03.2015~

 

Fuh.... berhabuk since raya last year x update... ingatkan bila dh fulltime housewife bleh update blog selalu... konon2nya siap mcm2 perangkaan cerita nk tulis... tp akhir nya berkubur mcm tu je sebab mls nk buka laptop...sebab the moment I open up the laptop, the boys will have lots of activities menjahamkan barang.... hahaha YES, my boys both dh besar n boleh bersekongkol dlm membuli ibu diorg ni...

Eczema dan saya

8.7.2014~

Eczema dan saya terlalu sinonim sejak ada anak ni.... Tak pernah pun tau apa tu eczema smpai la masa bawa Luqman jumpe doktor masa die lbih kurang 3 bulan masa tu sebab rashes teruk kt muka... All the times semua fikir ruam susu... 

Masa tau Luqman eczema, sgt depressed! Ye la, sape yg seronok tgk muka anak rashes... tiap2 mlm nangis2 gatal garu2 muka smpi berdarah2 atas bantal mittens baju... lebih depressed sebab i dipersalahkan makan x pantang (because Luqman fully breastfeed)... xtau nk pantang mcm mane dah sebab i memg x mkn seafood etc sampi 1 tahap nk mkn pun stress... 

Bila i deliver Luthfi, i mentally prepared for eczema, lepas 2 mgu bersalin i dh nmpk rashes kecik2 naik kt leher n kepala... tapi i silap, i x cukup kenal apa tu eczema! 

This is my story~

06.11.2013~

Hampir 2 bulan berlalu, baru skrg nk hapdate... erm klu dulu masa bru ada sorg anak, rasa kelam kabut nk siapkn anak sorg tu... skrg hamik, ada dua anak, klu lepas mandi nk pki spentot pun rushing sebab x menyempat bila anak2 dh nangis secara berjemaah...

 

Alhamdulillah, anak2 membesar dengan sihatnye... baby pun dh pandai gelak bila kene agah yg buat rasa sedey je nk tgalkn die tiap kali nk pg keje... YES! i dh naik keje k.. msuk keje awal 10 hari dr tarikh sepatutnye... pasrah je la... nk buat camne klu dh kene gi keje kan...

 

Walaupun dh nk cecah 2 bulan tp pengalaman bersalinkan Luthfi masih segar diingatan... Permulaannya sama ngn Luqman, i kene tahan kat wad 2 days before i deliver tp ceritanya sgt berbeza...

I love to breastfeed!

Sejak jd SAHM ni ingatkn adalah masa nk update blog hari2...erm lg bz rupa nye nk melayan kerenah si kenit... 

Alhamdulillah, setakat hari ni, Luqman masih fully breastfeed and dh mkn solid food... Percaya atau tidak, si kenit ni dh xnk mkn bubur! Die mkn nasi ok! Nasi kosong pun ok asalkan bukan bubur... bleh mcm tu? x padan ngn xde gigi die memg sgt suke nasi... nasi feveret die adalah nasi ayam... kasi setiap hari every meal pun x jemu... alahai sayang, nasi ayam plak jd kesukaanmu... 

Luqman Raeze is half of year!

Rasa mcm bru smlm si kenit Luqman dilahirkan... Genap 28.07.2012, our little Luqman Raeze will be 6th month... It means a lot to me! hehehe

Selama 6 bulan ni, tgk die membesar depan mata adalah satu nikmat yang paling berharga, setiap senyumannya memberikan kebahagiaan... xde apa yang lebih membahagiakan apabila si kecik ni dah kenal i n my husband... dh pandai hulur tangan nk mommy die dukung... oh my, my baby is growing big so fast! 

Luqman dah bleh duduk la...

Luqman dah nk bdiri...

Salam Ramadhan =)

Alhamdulillah... bertemu kembali dengan Ramadhan al-kareem... bulan yang ditunggu yang lebih baik dari seribu malam...

Erm baru lepas marinate ayam, nk goreng ayam blackpepper je... n msk sayur... cukupla untuk sahur yang pertama ni... harap bertabah la perut ni dengan jumlah mknn tu nanti...

Whats new for this Ramadhan? Berpuasa as a mother =) hati penuh keraguan bagaimana agaknye berpuasa sambil breastfeeding... last year berpuasa masa tgh pregnant...alhamdulillah, xde mslh sgt... kali ni pasti lebih mencabar...klu siang2 salu kurg mkn pun production kurang, cmne klu puasa?

Pape pun, selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa buat semua muslimin dan muslimat... moga bersama la kita merangkul segala kebaikan dalam bulan mulia ni... moga segala amalan diredhai dan diberkati =)

Till then~ xoxo

Because of u...

Ehem... berhabuk berbulan-bulan x hapdate sejak naik keje April lepas... actually byk post yg taip separuh2 lepas tu x continue n x publish pun... Byk nk share sebenarnye, maybe after this will catch up few things maybe bleh berguna tuk org lain especially breastfeeding... i have lots to share for new mom, mom to be terutamanya yang berkerjaya... 

Kenapa i nak share on breastfeeding? untuk ibu berkerjaya? Sebab i juga seorang ibu yang berkerja tp i have to choose between my job and baby, as usual, family comes first... Now i'm officially STAY AT HOME MOM (SAHM ~ ni my husband yg ltk jwtn baru tuk i heheh) 

Perasaan? Seronok sgt sebab duk umah xyah keje n fikir byk mslh keje kat ofis and terkejar2 nk mengepam lg and and and.... yang x berkesudahan... tapi dlm masa yg sama i sedey sgt... sedey sebab x berkerja... since msuk universiti pegang duet sndiri (wlupun time tu duet biasiswa-masa matrix and duet PTPTN-masa degree level) still i bukan la seorang dependant on parents dr segi duet... cuti semester pun i keje sebab nk bli hp canggih kononnye...nk amik lesen kete...nk bli bju mahal hahhaah Pressure duduk rumah dan tunggu encik suami kasi duet adalah tekanan perasaan yang yg sgt tinggi sebenarnye buat i... huargh! 

Alasan-alasan i terpaksa resign? Erm terlalu byk yang plu di kompromi... Since pregnant isu nk crik babysitter or nursery x penah settle between me and my husband... smpi i nk naik keje pun x jumpe la yg berkenan di hati... (mungkin kitorg yg cerewet or x bersungguh mencari tp inila mslh terbesar skali - xde org yg bleh jaga si kenit tu bila i pg keje)