Long lost update?

23.05.2015~

With two kids you feel like you are fully occupied? Wait until you have three! hahaha Dulu masa anak sorang pun suam2 kuku trus x update blog, when it was two, langsung x update, what do you expect when you have three? 

Seriously now i understand how's the feeling of having "tangan sotong"! Penat x yah ckp la kan, dh sorang, sorang plak nangis, dah settle sorang, buat perangai lagi sorg, gitu la kesudah tiap2 hari... there goes my baking schedule... makin lama makin kelaut... but still need to restock at the boutiques and fulfill self ordered to me... 

Hello May!~

01.05.2015~ 

At this moment at 4 a.m. in the morning, i still cant sleep... i'm super duper tired but eyes just cant close and enjoy the night... am i nervous? Its about 2 weeks from now counting days to deliver our beloved 3rd son, insyaAllah... but doctor review said that it might be earlier from the EDD... 

Tonite was adventurous when the brixton hicks started from 10++ pm until 2 a.m. ++ close to 3 a.m. already set in mind that maybe today is the day... but still im praying its not the day yet because im mentally not prepared hahah neither physically i think... the house is not ready, the stuffs are not ready (few things to buy) 

More than that im worried about the big boys... what will happen to them when im not around, is my husband capable to handle both of them? I think its a relief also when tonite both so cranky hanging around me and husband took both and put them to sleep... husband told me to sleep in another room, both boys slept with him, alhamdulillah... when i sneak into the room,i saw the little boy sleep well... =) good job, husband... at least i know they will be okay if im not around later... 

My Hobby and personal collection~

14.04.2015~

Selama ni masa kerja i jarang sikit berfikir part hobby ni coz most of time i have, i wish to spend for my boys... Bila dh full time housewife ni, i ada hari2 yg boleh la nk isi kan dgn hobby selain dr kena mengemas rumah yg hanya kemas bertahan selama 5 minit kan... ( u will understand it when u have kids in the house especially when they are boys 3y and 1y T_T) 

I memg suka minat on interior design... bukan la as experts tp menghias rumah ikut my own taste and favourite... which buat masa ni i dont think i can do it... so juz follow la group deco rumah ku syurgaku... beli magazine on interior design mencuci mata je la.... 

Wordless Wednesday~

08.04.2015~

The boys remote control cars 

Photos of the day

                                                                       

My working station

Till then~ xoxo 

My journey to be SAHM...

30.3.2015~

SAHM or staying at home mom, lebih senang housewife la hehehe sounds good to be true, just staying at home and take care of the kids... simple je kan? But the reality is, ONLY ALLAH knows... But being a mother, i believe most mother out there (i know not all) are really2 want to stay at home and take care of your own kids, kan? 

I feel u... when i delivered Luqman, counting days to go back to work was really hurt the feelings especially we had not find any babysitter or taska to send him off. Pendek kata, mencari tp clueless sebab mcm semua tmpt pun mcm x sesuai, x hygenic n byk sgt cerita yg x sedap di dengar masa tu... especially some of the taska x breastfeed friendly... Too many things in 1 time, husband pun minta tolong my mil to take care of Luqman sampai kitorg jumpa a good babysitter (which sampai besar Luqman end up dijaga oleh nenek hahah)

where my heart is... Kandyhearts

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