Birthday : Luthfi Raeze turns 2

11.09.2015~

Alhamdulillah, Luthfi Raeze is 2!

Luthfi sayang, 

You have a very special place in my heart, a special one... sometimes ibu and ayah always say that you are the cranky one, the naughtiest among all, but, u are the sunshine in the family.. 

Ibu and ayah really sorry becoz till today we cant find the best solution for your eczema.. insyaAllah, we will keep trying and finding what's the best for you. 

You are one of a kind, some find day i know u are very independent boy. You are such a clever and genius boy on your own ways. Ibu will always pray for your happiness. 

Please dont feel that we love Luqman or Luzman more, because we love all of you so much.. without one of you, it wouldnt be complete. 

Please dare with me, i tried my best to be more patience, to care more, to love more... Please dont stop loving us.. 

Ayah, Ibu, Luqman and Luzman wish u Happy 2nd Birthday and we will celebrate it soon =) we love u~

Mini Getaway : Kundasang

03.09.2015~

2 am and I cant sleep. The boys easily sleep without all the dramas; crying and protesting of not sleeping, thank you for not having a nap during the maghrib. Looking at the boys sleeping really like to hug them all three, but forget about it or else it will be the miserable night for me to have 2 boys waiting at my pillow and asking me to wake up. 

view of mountains at mersilau

The trip to kundasang was fun. We went to mersilau as usual, having our routine cooking our special dinner - nasi panas and hot tomyam really a good treat for a very cold weather. The next morning, my husband and i woke up early and went out to take some "wefie" together (ye la klu ada anak2 mane nk menyempat nye amik gmbr berdua kan)