It's killing me!!~

31.03.2010~

Countdown...the ticker is counting the days...nervous...nervous...How's prep? Half way thru... everything run smoothly for the time being insyaAllah...

Idea!! More things in head... Why now? Serabut nye... Mama wants me to have doorgifts on my E-day... another changes made by mama...i.e kos pun bertambah...

But, control myself n start digging on google... reading blogs... yeay! Got an idea... thanx to Miss X, http://whenheproposedisaidyes.blogspot.com/... instead of giving away doorgift, i nk adopt idea Miss X to do a candy buffet... (*yeay td aku mrh sebab budget btmbh sedangkan majlis tunang je tp skrg aku teruja terlebih from my mom...)

credit to Miss X...




YES! Aku nk buat camni... sape2 nk tempah kat Miss X bleh la jenguk2 blog die ye...hehehe

For mine, i pun start la Google-ing around lg...erm discuss with a fren of mine.... i terjumpa blog ni....

*http://ga-teaux.blogspot.com/

Go n view the blog...the price is really affordable n it looks very tempting rite?

So, i dh pun buat tempahan...yeay! Deposit will be paid after finalize semua order... Yg dah confirm order is....









yeay! Bnda2 mcm cookies ni nama nye maracoon...(* i juz knew it klu x kerana nk order tuk my E-day la kan...jakun nye aku huhuhuh)

I'm looking forward to order cute cupcakes like this....





Cute kan? I pilih colour chocolate n pink for my buffet sebab my baju nnti kaler pink!!

That's all for now!!

Pay day!~*

29.03.2010~

Huargh!!~bila tgk ticker tu makin stress i dibuat nye...checklist mcm byk nye bnda x bli lg... camne ni???? the best part gaji bulan ni delay!!! Arrggghhhh!

Dahla stress makin bertambah stress dibuat nye gaji masuk lambat... dah plan nk gi shopping weekend tpksa ditangguhkan gara2 xde gaji lg... so xle nk buat pe la....duk diam2 kat umah n gi jogging je...

2 months to go until the E-day!

Checking my checklist....for June visit...

Hantaran~

For Her...
1. Cincin risik n cincin tunang (*beli end of May)
2. Kain ela tuk baju nikah (*done-31.1.10)
3. Bracelet (*done-14.2.10)
4. Cupcakes from wondermilk (*book a week before-tentatively 18.6.10)
5. Sirih junjung (*buat kat Miri)

* his clothes je lg x bli... he refuses to wear baju melayu so akan cri baju kemeja yg sedondon je...end of may will buy the clothes)

For Him...
1. Kain ela for baju nikah (*done-31.1.10)
2. Towel (*done-24.1.10)
3. Work clothes (*done-27.2.10)
4. Shower set from body shop (*done-14.2.10)
5. Chocolates n Cookies (*done-13.2.10)
6. Kain songket (huhuhu x bli lg...to be bought in april tentatively...)
7. Perfume set (tentatively bli this month...tp budget mcm x cukup...)

Tentatively ada 2 brg lg for hantaran x bli... huhuuh but... this March i'm settling all those things....

1. Photographer-*deposit paid...balance to be paid after the E-day
2. Flight ticket- dah beli on 12.2.2010
3. Make up artist- *Deposit paid-balance to be paid after the make up session...
4. Mkn2- *paid to mama for preparation the catering...

Other miscellaneous:-
1. Mini pelamin... DIY... *preparing for the budget next month...
2. Set hantaran... DIY... some artificial flowers dah bli, tgal separuh je lg bli...next trip to SSF will settle about it...
3. Baju i? *deposit paid, will pay the balance wktu amik baju in June...
4. Hand bouquet- dah bli kt SSF...yeay!

Erm pe lg nk kene prepare eh? Ni je yg teringat for the time being....

O ye...lupe nk share something... I plan to do outdoor session photoshoot pre-wed... What i want to share is that the make up artist...

Do drop by kat website ni...http://makeupbysuederina.blogspot.com/

I nk try her trial make up by this sunday morning... hope i'll love her works coz dr ape yg i tgk kat blog dier, i suke her works so much... n price very affordable then layanan from her pun sgt baik... will update soon after the trial make up on 4/4/2010~

I'll Be~

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said


I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.

Happy 1st Anniversary my dear!! 14.03.2010

20.03.2010~

*This entry is dedicated to my beloved Mr. Suhaime Raeze...

Dear, i hope this entry is not too late to wish u Happy 1st Anniversary!~ Mungkin angka 1 terlalu kecik bagi sesetgh but for all that we have been thru together, it makes the difference for us... Though this is our 1st anniversary, but it has been 8 years for me knowing u... Wlupun for the 7 years i kuar ngn u 4 bulan skali tu pun mid of semester, it was a very precious moments for me... (*ye la, student kene fully support mkn n tgk wayang kuar jln2, mesti la seronok kan...heheh)

Back to our first met, I bersyukur sgt kene tgal flight to Miri on 26.09.2002 @ 7pm yang menyebabkan I terpaksa bmlm kat kLia n naik next flight @ 7am on 27.09.2002... It was my 1st time naik flight sndiri tuk blk Miri n it was ur 1st flight to KK... Perkenalan kita umpama cerita dlm novel, kisah yang direka oleh penulis novel cinta alaf 21 tp ni la hakikat indah yg telah kita lalui... How sweet is that berkenalan dgn u kat depan balai berlepas kan? I love the memory a lot!~

I've never thought that the man i'm gonna marry with is the man that I met @ kLia..that is U..the 1st guy jd kwn i sejak i jejakkan kaki ke tanah semenanjung...even classmates lelaki kat Uni pun i xde bg phone no...how Allah has created the best moment in life for us...

Dear, I would like to apologize for all that I've done to u... I salu marah2, merajuk...xnk kalah... Thanx to Allah that has sent the best man to be by my side... i'm glad i've found u... I minta maaf sgt2 sebab salu pentingkan diri sndiri... (* i akan take note that in this world, it's not all about us...) The most important thing is that I minta maaf sgt2 salu terfikir nk cancel our wedding plan... Seriously x terniat dihati nk lukakan hati u but sometimes the pressure is too much.. i cant stand it..

After 7 years waiting... 14.03.2009...~

A formal date has been set up... I x teruja pd mula nya sebab i x penah terfikir yg u nk bw i for special date on that day... But, seriously i sgt teruja on that day bila u dtg @ my house with a bouquet of roses... Huargh... I dpt bouquet from u!!! I sgt happy smpai x terkata... As planned earlier, I wish to go to Putrajaya, time tu la u tunjuk kan i MEX yg kini jd laluan tetap tuk i gi keje dah heheheh had lunch @ secret recipe n met Umie Aida yg tgh shooting... dah xtau pe nk buat, we went for movie ~ Dragon Ball @ Alamanda...end of the day, we went to Gardens....

muka teruja dpt bunga nie...

the roses...smpai skrg pun i simpan lg...

yeah..it's me a year ago before off to Ptj wif u...

Lots of things has happened... Things changed...now u r part of my life... InsyaAllah this will be the 1st n last anniversary for us as couple of bf n gf... Next year, it will be more meaningful after being solemnized as ur wife... It will be a tougher journey of life to go... please stay by my side...

another bouquet for me after 5 months being coupled

the roses that i love...

yeay! the bedsheet you bought for me from singapore...

it's KoKu!! souvenir from Gold Coast, Australia.. wombat @ office, t-shirt, keychain...

I never knew that u r such a romantic, caring, loving and understanding guy... Really love u...

our 1st sahur together @ A&W.. wif berry...heheh

iftar @ al-Marjan KLCC...

went to JB for my hearing case...thanx for accompanying me...

the rondnoir...

the chocolates from the Zon JB...

iftar @ Balai Seni Lukis with AHA staffs~

@ kLia antar i blk Miri for Hari Raya..the same place after 7 years..

ingat lagi Tiger yg u bg i after came back from China?

precious gift from u for my graduation...

the cupcakes from Wondermilk that u sent to my office bila i teringin sgt nk mkn cupcake...Thanx dear!

another bouquet for my 25th birthday? love it! especially surprise party wif my frens...

it's for ur birthday!! surprise x i antar bakul plak kat u...heheh

mug ~ for u n for me...

day trip to Malacca..

it's the Malacca visit...

a necklace n bracelet from Bausch K for me...

the necklace n bracelet...

the bracelet...

the necklace...

Dear...i'm speechless...

I sgt surprise bila u hadiahkan necklace n bracelet for our anniversary...I've never expected this... Thanx for giving me such a wonderful gifts sebagai simbol anniversary...the best part as gift for the proposal of marriage...salu org bg cincin to propose but i dpt necklace n bracelet.. u r such a different man!

Dear...i love u... as u.. not becoz of other things... becoz it is u, urself that very important to me.. U memberi kebahagiaan n kegembiraan..berada disamping i saat duka n menepis sengketa...

Dear, I only have u..n i love u so much n i always will! U r part of life...

Love u so much dear... Narziah Naziri~

Design baju nikah n sanding?

12.3.2010~

Long time without any update...bz n nothing to share...

Short n simple.. I met with a designer last nite... She was an Assistant Designer to a well-known boutique before... Quit her job n choosing her own path to set up a bridal...

Made appointment tuk jumpa after office hour, venue...wangsa walk mall... Aku smpi awal sket n sempat lg had my dinner dlu before die smpai...

I brought my magazines... (*of course la Pesona Pengantin n Ratu Sehari kan...) and discuss few designs with her... Memg perspectives a designer sgt berbeza from a tailor... Designer sentiasa nk sesuatu yang different compared ngn tailor yg akan ckp, "yes, i'll make exactly like in the picture for u..." She has lots of ideas...memg senang discuss ngn die ni...even from the pic pun die leh tau jenis kain baju tu...that was really awesome for me...

I pun tunjuk few design yg i sgt berkenan...die punye teruja ngn design2 baju dlm magazine pun lebih dr org yg nak kawen hehehe

Yeay! At last, I make up my mind nk tempah je semua baju including baju sanding n baju bertandang... Love the way she treats me...

Both of us decided nk further the discussion later for another meeting...with her design for my dresses...yeay!

The best part.....Quotation die sgt affordable... I shock, surprise...sume pun ada tp control sebab risau die takut ngn i jd cam giler plak....

Few photos to be shared...hasil keje die yg i suke...
(*sorry cuzie i curi photo from ur fb...huhuhu promote ni...)





Sweet kan x?

1..2..3..4..plan jangan x plan...

6.3.2010~

Few days without update entry...hmm~ bz? lots of things happened n changed juz in a week...

Xpe2...dah weekend pun so what to do? A plan to have girls' weekend by this week has to be cancelled due to lots of reasons... Hmm..girls, we plan on other days ok?

Walaupun cancel plan yg dah rancang agak lama gak la ngn kwn2 ni (konon la kan mcm masing2 adalah wanita bekerjaya..hehehe), aku memg seorg planner yang bagus (saje je puji diri sendiri tuk sedapkan hati yg sedey) dalam merancang plan tuk memenuhi weekend ni jd weekend yg bermakna seperti weekend2 sebelum ni...yeay! fighting!

Biasanya, hari bekerja, aku sangat liat nk bangun, weekend pun lagi la liat sebenarnye hehehe tp memandangkan ada misi yang aku plan, aku bangun dengan lebih rajin berbanding bangun nk pg keje hahaha keje aku terpaksa bangun sebab byk hutang nk byr (otak aku mula mengira2 loan ptptn yg kene byr, kereta dan maintenance nye... sewa umah bla..bla..bla...)whatever la kan...

Nak tau plan aku ape?....jeng jeng jeng....

Pagi yang indah tuk tido dalam selimut dengan lena nye dan kesejukan embun pagi bersama titisan-titisan hujan tidak mematahkan semangat aku untuk bangun dan pegi jogging hehehe nasibla time sampai taman tu hujan dah bhenti coz time aku kuar umah pun masih hujan rintik2 lagi...

Sambil jogging bersama Mr. Fiance~to~be, sempat gakla aku posing di taman yang cantik dan tenteram tu... Mcm biasala, peneman setia aku, Mr.Fiance~to~be a.k.a boifren aku jd cameraman dan muka die xde enterframe pun hehehe

*tgh2 jogging jumpe turtle ni...tp die masuk dlm cengkerang dah main sembunyi2...

*kat tiang2 yang kononnye menggambarkan suasana England katanye huhu (wlupun aku x rasa camtu pun...)

* di antara rimbunan buluh..panda xde.. =(

*aku suke yg ni, cantik tempat nye...

*ni nak jogging ke posing sebenarnye?

*aja...aja...fighting!

Penat nye jogging wlupun larian yang x seberapa... Pas sejam jogging, aku dan dia pun nk blk, singgah 7E jap bli air dan seperti yang dijanjikan, breakfast @ Taman Desa... yeay! nasi lemak + ayam + udang + daging...x lupe nescafe ais..nyum nyum dapnye... hmm...tiba2 aku rasa sia2 aku jogging tadi sebab aku dah mkn byk dr jumlah kalori yang dah dibakar.. hmm lupakan la buat sementara wktu, esok gi la jogging lagi (*nk sedapkan hati sndiri)

Ibarat ular yang dah kenyang kan, mesti nk hibernate tp aku cuba meningkatkan daya tahan diri...ye, aku nk update blog! hahaha

Dalam kepala ligat memikirkan xtvt seterusnya...yup! dah plan nk gi kLcc, we have plan to open a joint account!~ nape? it is a saving tuk masa depan bersama, insyaAllah! Nak jln2 ke, furnish rumah ke...bleh la guna duet ni nanti...yeay!

Tapi, before that, semalam aku bli magazine ni...

*ye, aku bli In-trend edisi Mac 2010~

Aku bukanla seorang yang suka bli magazine (*kecuali magazine yang aku bli tuk merancang wedding aku sndiri la kan...), tp ni pun sebab dalam magazine ada highlight 50 blog Malaysia paling menarik pilihan InTrend!~

Yes! Aku bi magazine ni sebab tu je...die list kan pelbagai blog yang ada dari pelbagai genre...i.e cahaya mata...PERKAHWINAN....usahawan muda...pereka fesyen...

So, before kuar jalan2 lagi, aku nk browsing blog2 yang di list kan... Later i share further info k!~ daaaa.........~

A day without plan~

2.3.2010~

Not a very good day... Sakit gigi...pening2... hmm...plza la jgn demam time2 camni... (doa byk2...)

Dalam kesakitan yg teramat, menggagahkan diri ke Klang Sessions' Court...x sampai 5 minit, dapat next date tuk Mention...(pape je la...klu nk explain pun karang lg pening...hmm itu la keje aku, minta next Mention date hehehhe)

Dalam perjalanan balik ke kL, seperti kebiasaan, aku akan singgah di KFC sebelah Petronas selepas tol Sungai Rasau (klu x silap nama tmpt tol tu)... Ye, aku mkn kfc hampir setiap hari lunch sebab itu yg pling mudah tuk aku lunch...

Memg sifat aku suka bnda yang sama je...jd aku akan order mknn yg sama setiap kali aku dtg situ...so bila aku parking je, budak2 kfc dah kenal aku n aku dah x bleh nk tukar menu sebab biasanya mknn aku dh siap, cuma nk tgal byr je lg...

Tp arini aku nk kelainan sebab aku sakit gigi... So aku masuk n buat muka mcm x biasa, order mknn lain...

Aku byr n sengih sendiri...

"Hah..sape yang pandai2 buat teh tarik sume2 ni...sape yang order! Skrg byr ni..." kekecohan di dapur kfc kedengaran...

Ye, aku tiap kali dtg akan order pepsi n teh tarik tp harini aku mkn without teh tarik... Sian budak tu, x psl2 kene mrh sebab aku~

Preparation for the E-day.. again...

28.2.2010~

Duk berehat di umah weekend memg membosankan...

...keje pun bosan gak...tp nk duet...so kene keje....

Minit berganti jam...xde pe gak nk buat... Plastik SSf dipandang...

yeay! aku tau ape nk buat....

Ni la bekas yg beli time Malacca visit last month...



Before decoration...


After....!!~

Nanti nak bli bunga plak weekend ni..yeay!~