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Friday, January 27, 2012

Surviving my 1st nite @ PPUM

It's almost 6 a.m. Bru lpas buat CTG... ====> cardiotopography ( to monitor baby movements, jntung baby n to check whether baby in good condition or x...) hmm YES, i admitted tp x deliver lg... =( ingtkn mlm td dh bleh main ngn si kecik, msih false alarm rupanye...
Tghari smlm dh nervous... contraction xde tp blood show mkin byk... i informed my husband n he rushed back home from klcc... had my lunch (konon2 tuk energy push baby hehe) n double check beg segala then went to hospital...
Routine check up @ ppum kompleks wanita n kanak2 selalunye kt level 2... level 1 ialah blk ultrasound n CTG... klu emergency or nk deliver bleh proceed trus ke level 3... level 5 ialah ante natal ward (anw) n level 6 plak post natal ward... untuk level 4 plak i x sure tmpt ape...


Mr Husband dropped i depan kompleks n die gi crik parking... i pun naikla level 3 ngn my mom... dtg2 je register n ada 1 katil je lg dlm dewan bersalin...exactly for me... dewan bersalin ppum bukanla mcm dewan perhimpunan sekolah tu hehe it is called 'dewan' tp setiap org ditmptkn dlm 1 blk seorang sahaja with a toilet... so xkn tgk org lain beranak la... but still akn dgr org blk lain yg mengerang, baby nangis yg bru deliver... agak membuatkn nervous la...
Masa register kakak kaunter terus ckp brg semua tgal kt mak n msuk blk 12 tuk deliver... Cuak wei! Laki aku x naik lg...x sempat lg nk ckp pape ngn die ko dh suh msuk n deliver baby... tp takut dikatakn byk songeh, ikut jugakla gi blk 12... tukar baju bagai... kakak tu suh kasi bju kt mak then msuk blk bsalin semula...
Dgn kesempatan yg ada, i ty my mom where's my husband... die ckp duduk kt sblah dlm... i tgk tp xde...frustrated... gi surau ke? Alahai... zohor x msuk lg, xkn la dh gi solat kot... org2 kt situ tegur ty cri toilet ke... i dgn muka sedey ckp 'x, crik husband' hahah sadis giler husband aku hilang... abg sorg ni ckp, laki yg msuk situ td ke? I pun, 'ada eh? Terima kasih ye...' Terus nmpk Mr husband kt situ...yeay! Dpt hug2 dlu hahaha i gtau i kene gi check ngn doktor n buat ctg bagai, any updates i'll inform him... oh sebaknye... mcm nk hug mr husband n nangis puas2... halo! Nk gi beranak kot, mcm nk gi perang hahaha ada byk bnda i nk ckp kt die sbnarnye, tp i takut i nangis so i just hug him... i think he knows how much i love him...
Erm my beloved Mr Husband, u know how ego i am to say sorry to u for what i've done... it always with tears...but u know how sincere i am when i say sorry hikhik ye ke? Erm actually, masa nk deliver ni, the most important thing i want u to know is I LOVE U SO MUCH... there's nothing can replace u in my heart... selain tu, i nk minta maaf for everything i've done since i know u n being ur wife... i know i hurt u a lot... tlg halalkn mkn minum i sepanjang i bersama u... i want to say this personally to u, tp nnti i emo plak kt hospital huhu so, i write it here coz i know u will read it... =) thanx for being a great husband for me... i know u'll be a great father for our son too =) i'm proud being ur wife... love u sayang...
Ehemmm... cukup la cerita emo tuk my husband tu kan...lari topik sudah... CTG start about 1.30 p.m. sebelum tu ada doktor interview dlu, ty history bagai, jenis drh, why admitted, procedure biasala... another doktor dtg amik drh n blood pressure... erm doktor ckp i anxious.. sebab denyutan nadi i sgt laju though i rasa cm biasa je...
After the CTG, memg xde cntraction, klu ada pun very mild... baby msih berehat dgn jayanya... haha tiap kali CTG memg baby tdo... then doktor pun ckp nk buat VE check... hmm x suke! After that, doktor ckp it still 2cm... bleh pindah keluar anw... what? Thn ward? I ckp kt doktor, i nk blk rumah je bleh x? Doktor terus ckp NO...
Huargh... menyesal nye dtg hospital...duk rumah ada tv, my drama series n mcm2 lg... takat nk tgu contraction i bleh tgu kt rumah la... tp dh terlambat... pukul 3 i transferred to level 5, ante natal ward...
Normal procedure, ada nurse dtg explained rules @ ward... pastu another doktor dtg check lg... doktor baca2 file, doktor ckp x rasa contraction ke? I ckp x... Doktor ckp daya thn sakit i tinggi... certain org buka 1cm dh nangis2 n sakit... diorg ltk i as irregular contraction... hmm... halo, aku tau sakit tu rasa cmne... dh xde rasa nk buat cmne...
Lepas tu, bermula la hidup sbg penghuni wad kt ppum ni... alahai.. so far, i miss my home so much...
Ward @ ppum ni 4 org je dlm 1 blk n ada 2 toilet... selesa la... tp no place like others bila ada kt umah sndiri kn...
Till then xoxo

6 comments:

Shakina Farhan said...

betul..walaupun rumah tak berapa nk lawa, tetap selesa dgn rumah sendiri..

NoRr said...

caiyokkkk narz!! dah tak lama lagi tu nk besalin kan...erkk i pon ego gak ssh nak mintak ampun kat suami,always with tears ja...heheheh...masa lagi beebrapa jam nak beranak tu selamber tanya "u dah ampun dosa i blom?"hahahaha...cam askar2 lak...

saaba said...

wah..siap rama2 lagi...bestnya...

narz naz said...

Kina : kan? Cmne2 pun kt umah sndiri la pling selesa... lg sedey kene tgalkn husband... kesian die duk sorg...
Norr: mcm lama je? Smpi skrg msih 2cm... huargh... si kecik ni bgun nk mkn je, mcm xde intention nk kuar pun huhu
Adrian: heheh memg comel... sile pregnant n beranak kt sini ye... heheh

aizuhani said...

hahaha...lawaklar story u sbb story kite sama lebih kurang...anyway, i do hope u dpt bersalin normal...kalau jd mcm i jgk...mmg twin lar kite, dahler birthday sama...haha

narz naz said...

Zureen, indeed im ended with c-sec... bleh jd twin ni...heheh